My nailist also studies chinese astrology, and the other day she checked up on my fortune while we were doing my nails. She said that last and this year have been my bad luck years, but things will be better next year. I don’t believe in astrology nor palm reading nor fortune telling, and I’d never ever had anyone tell me about my fortune. But it’s been such depressing 2 years that I feel like I want to believe her.

These days I am thinking about quitting my job and just go somewhere else to start over. 10 years ago I was full of all kinds of hopes, and I had close friends and boyfriend to always be there and support me. In this 10 years I became wealthier but I lost everything else. It’s really sad to realize that fact.