My old post about keeping and loosing memories that you treasure.
I’ve just read it again and it made me want to write more.
The older I became, I started to feel more comfortable being in an unusual situation or having totally new experiences. I see more things and notice details. But at the same time, when you have more life experiences and memories under your belt, what you really do is to dig up those past experiences and try to create a reference chart so that you can feel more comfortable coping with the situation. That means, you are not really focusing on what are in front of you. You are constantly referring to your old self.
I think I need to put down those memories somewhere, so that I can leave them behind. Then I can live fresh again.